Resources to help you
Here are the contact details of three organizations that might interest you. Their main goal is the same: to listen to you and provide advice for your problematic situation. It can be helpful to hear an external perspective on your reality.
Tel-jeunes
This is a free and confidential space where you can chat, seek advice, or ask questions to other teens or professional counselors. They are there to help you understand what you're going through and support you without judgment. Give it a try!